PROFILE YOUR NAME Presents Wanted On DD/MM . Currently Studying In __ , Your Profile Here :) Hotmail . Blogskin . TAGBOARD Tagboard Codes Here , Grab One Tagboard Now , @ Cbox . Or Shoutmix . PLURK Plurk /Twitter Widget Here , @ Plurk . & Twitter . AFFIALATES Friend . Friend . Friend . Friend . Friend . Friend . Friend . Friend . MUSICS Mixpod /Imeem Widget Here , @ Mixpod . Or Imeem . ARCHIVES April 2009 . June 2009 . July 2009 . October 2009 . November 2009 . CREDITS Designer :UNLOVED-xx . Basecodes :Glamouresque . D-Picture :Cheezycake96 . Color Codes :HTML Color Codes . Background :!whiteromanc.e .	Wednesday, October 14, 2009 im still doing the same thing all the days i really cant even let go of him im struggling with those question did he still love me? i keep findind excuse for him giving hope on him did he still remember our promised? did i still love him or bu she de? i everyday told myself no. he still love me but he already delete my photo n our photo nothing left on his phone why? why he wants to delete? he really give me up d? i keep think of our memory that time im really the most happyness girl in the world what he told me im still remember now we so difficult baru together back why now jor need break i already pay many efford on that i try my best to be his good gf after cl thing i really got change im love him more than last time i know i always keep say about chia ni thing make him angry becuase of i jealous. i mind. i dont like in my heart he wont do those thing to make me sad n cry but i know he also mind about me n cl i realy regret what have i done after me n cl then he n chia ni our love jor started to change he didnt like last time so love me already but i love him more than last time but its too late he had make me love him more than last time why now he wan to give me up? he love other girl already izit? or he feel suffer to be with me? what his problem actually? why he dont wan explain to me? he know what i wan. what i need. but why he dont wan peduli me at all i become a stranger in his life xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sorry my beloved, CW!!! after i read back the letter u write for me i had discover i didnt zhen xi the love you give me i had hurt u deeply i keep hurt n hurt u im reali stupid now you bo love me le i baru will zhen xi n regret its too late i hate myself i hate what i have done if the time can reverse i will choose you i wont choose cl really! i love you! you feel suffer when be with me you hate me you angry me you dont wan be with me anymore you dont love me anymore sorry! all is my fault! i dont know how to appreciate the chance that you give me now you give me up already im really regret! i hate myself! i will continue to hurt myself to reduce your hurt in ur heart but i think cant all can i do only that now both of our parent jor not allow v pat toh already n you oso bo love me already i din have the chance to bu chang you n be ur good gf already i juz can hurt myself to reduce the hurt. this what can i do! actuali juz now wana hurt myself already but i din i remember what i promised you i said i wont hurt myself again i wont go suicide if v break i wont go find other guys i will guai guai n a lots i reali still remember what i promised you did you??? Do you still love me? will wait for me until v form 5? in the letter you say u wan me to b hapi all the times i hapi u jor hapi but now i suffer i sad because i lost you in the letter you also said you will never ever leave me alone but now you leave me i cry alone at there nobody comfort me last tym when i cry you call me not to cry n say ''i love you'' to me but now din have le you r nt mine!